Saturday, January 5, 2008

Eve of a new life

I woke up early. Already, someone was in my kitchen, as coffee can be sense in the air, up to my bedroom. I could not move out of bed, and even if I tried, it would get me further. Usually, by now, Alex was all dressed up, helping me going to bathroom, feeding me and finally dressing me and leaving me in my powerchair, as he was going to his job. Julie used to come after a few hours, but at least I was all set up and capable of moving using the powerchair.
Now I just have to look to my pillow until someone, a stranger would come and help me.
"My name is Eve, she said, and I understand you are Irene"
"Nice to meet you" I said and tried a hand-to-limb handshake with my new nurse. She was pretty confused by my intention, but finally shakes my limb.
"You must excuse me, I'm new at this"
Eve looked young, maybe 23-25 years old. Out from the school maybe and I'm her first assignment. Great... But she looked nice. Though you cannot be a caretaker without being a nice person.
"What would you like to do next, Irene, the coffee is ready"
"Uhm, let's try the bathroom"
"Ok, sure" she said. She took the chair close to my bed and helped me transfer. She wasn't as strong as Alex, this was obvious from the beginning. Eve pushed the chair to the bathroom, where she helped my with all the stuff there.
I don't know if Julie told Eve about Alex, but Eve didn't mention anything about it and I surely didn't want to talk about it.
Eve seems nice, we spend the whole day together. She cooked, takes care of me all day long and helped her, in my way, of preparing a room just for her, so she could move in from the next days. In the evening, she wanted to go in a club and have a drink together, but I kindly declined. I wasn't ready for this, I wasn't ready to get out in public. Not because I was ashamed of displaying my limbless quad body in the public, because I've done that before, but because I don't want to see any man, at least for a few days. I miss Alex and I miss the time we spend together. This day was the longest day I've lived in a long time. Eve is a nice company and she tries to be a friend, but for the time being, she is just a paid caretaker.
I'm naked in the tub and Eve is using the shower on my back. The water is hot and I like that. Drops of water unite and form a mini river that flows down my spine, between my ass. I'm so glad that my spine was not hurt during the accident that left me a quad... I don't have any limbs, but at least I can feel my pussy when needed, I don't wear diapers and my ass hurts when I rub it against the floor, when trying to move around without the chair. Being quad is not funny, but at least is better than being paraplegic.
Eve moves the shower and now the valley formed by my two breasts is flooded also. Eve was milling while I contemplate the water flowing on my limbless body. For the first time, she could see my naked. She could se my two asymmetrical leg stumps, with very few scars on them. She could see the roundness of my arm stump, also, very nicely amputated, without any repulsive scars on them. She never saw an amputee before and now she has to bath me, a quad amputee. I liked when she took the soap, rubbed it against his hands and then rubbed my skin with her slippery hands. She touch my neck, then went down on my back, then my chest and, oh yes, my breasts in her hands, my nipples al soapy, rubbed by her soft hands. Next, my belly, my amputated hands. Then I stood up (though it's funny to refer as standing up to what I did: just placing my leg stumps vertical under me, so that I was a few inches taller, al my weight being placed in my left, longer, stump with the right one just hanging in there, waiting to be touch) and she rubbed my limbs, my pussy and finally my ass. Another shower wave, to remove all the bubbles and I felt clean again.
The chair was there, with a towel waiting for me. Eve lift my limbless body out of the tub and place me on the towel from the chair. I wasn't so heavy, not having any legs, though I've gained some weight since the accident. Sitting all day on my but, being carried here and there is not much of an activity...
All covered up in the huge towel, Eve pushed my wheelchair in the bedroom. She laid me down on the bed and uncovered the towel, while cleaning the water droplets out of my crippled body. I've noticed the hesitation when he rubbed my stumps, as she was afraid it was painful.
"You're doing great" I said, smiling. I felt that Eve needed this. She smiled back and reached for my bra and pants.
This could be the start of a beautiful friendship.